?

Log in

No account? Create an account
ana_mal [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
ana_mal

[ website | my amazon wishlist ]
[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2006|10:37 am]
ana_mal
ok, dad...

now you want to talk? now you want a working father-daughter relationship?

not after what you did... not after the way you treated me...





i don't want to talk about it now.... mabye later...
link2 comments|post comment

happy birthday fatty. [May. 30th, 2006|01:18 pm]
ana_mal
today is my birthday... i didn't want to make a big deal of it but all my coworkers at petsmart kept wishing me a "happy birthday" and even bought cupcakes... they brought me into the breakroom and sang happy birthday and actually wanted me to eat one of the cupcakes! i told them i was vegan and couldn't eat the cupcakes (not that i'd eat cupcakes anyway)... everybody just gave me that judging look that i'm so used to when i tell people i'm vegan... i just wanted to crawl into a hole and die...

so i haven't cut myself in 10 days but this was just too much so i thought i'd do a quickie in the bathroom... the problem is that i didn't have any razors on me so i swiped a cat brush from a display and raked it across my thigh but it didn't really bleed as much as it just looked red and irritated...


here's a poem i wrote-

open... naked...
flesh, bone, wounds...
i'm lying here completely exposed for you
so quit judging me...
link3 comments|post comment

for those of you even interested... [May. 29th, 2006|10:48 pm]
ana_mal
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |marilyn manson - beautiful people]

i don't even know why i'm doing this... it just seems like i should have some sort of diary...



i always thought myself as one of a kind but maybe i can find some kindred souls...

here are a few things you should know about me-

1 i am pro_ana... it is a lifestyle choice and not a disease... don't tell me i'm crazy because i already made up my mind about this...

2 i am a fan of all things anime and especiallly things on the furry side of anime... i haven't made any sort of costume or been to many cons but i want to get more involved so friend me if you're in the same boat...

also you should know that i am into goth/emo... now that doesn't mean i'm always depressed and gloomy but i do cut from time to time... i'm just so sick of people jumping to conclusions when it comes to how i live my life...




so friend me if you have an open mind.
link2 comments|post comment

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]